Tuesday, February 20, 2007

-my life is a negative-

i've finally concluded...... my life is a negative...... why? because everytime i have something, it just goes away and disappears, very much like how adding a postive figure to a negative figure and getting a zero, or even worse, another negative figure, works...... maybe you might say...... well that's because i have never met a bigger postive before...... but you are wrong...... this negative of mine, that is my life, is infinite...... a number that never ever ends...... at the age of nineteen, i've realised that many of my dear friends are distant, many are soon to be far away from me, and there is nothing that i have in life...... not any achievements, emotional, physical or in the form of intelligence...... nothing...... nothing at all...... coming close to be on this place for almost 2 decades, all i've gained is nothing...... living in nothingness sucks...... it does...... and once again i feel like asking...... what's the fucking meaning of me living......


| wish i was dead @ 10:06 PM|

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