Wednesday, January 31, 2007

-screwed it again...... any surprises?-

was supposed to be happy today as we completed the econs project...... leaves us with one left...... however, i screwed up again..... no surprises...... let down my teammates...... hours of preparation for a proper presentation gone after my careless tapping of the keyboard during presentation...... big sorry to min han and joey...... though you guys never once blamed me, i do know how pissed and disappointed you guys must be feeling...... what the fuck is wrong with me? so fucking useless that i can't do anything right.......


| wish i was dead @ 2:40 AM|

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

-hidden self?-

hidden self: contains things that we do not want others to know about you. heard this in ob lecture today..... somehow, the definition of hidden self hit me spot on...... and my friends seemed to know that too...... is that what i am? i don't know...... i'm confused but then again i ain't going to tear my hair out getting the answer...... but i do have one question...... WHY DOES EVERY FUCKING DEADLINE FALL TOGETHER IN THE SAME FUCKING WEEK?


| wish i was dead @ 5:34 AM|

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

-Bully-

Hey...... This is the latest single by H.O.T.Z; Bully...... Enjoy......

Edited from the Mcfly hit, Lonely, it all started in a small room in Tampines, when four bored guys doing their Organisational Behaviour project were thinking of a 2nd mode presentation for the project. Daryl Tan, now the guitarist of H.O.T.Z, was fooling around with a guitar belonging to Ben, now the vocalist of H.O.T.Z. And so it happened that when he played the tune to the Mcfly hit, Lonely, member/bully/composer of H.O.T.Z, Jason, found inspiration and together with lead singer, Min Han, and the other 2, H.O.T.Z created the hit single, Bully. And as they often say, the rest is history as the song wrote itself into folklore when it was first introduced to the class of 1B04, fast gaining popularity and standing ovations from listeners. Thus, we, the members of H.O.T.Z would like to share this song with all music lovers in the world and dedicate it to all our beloved family and friends.

Acknowlegements:

Huangjamin Ben (Vocalist)
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Ong Sonja (Member, Bully, Composer)
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Tan Lyrrad (Guitarist)
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Zhao Nah Nim ( Lead Singer)

H.O.T.Z


This is a song of a boy being extorted by Jason, the bully

It's only been so long
But it's like I can’t go on
I just wanna say
I never meant to do you wrong

I remember you told me Jason
Money all give me
If I can’t be the one to pay you Jason
Then you won’t let me live

Now I’m so sick of being bullied
This is killing me so slowly
Don’t pretend that you won’t hit me
That’s the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
Money never seems to last long
Spending that I never planned on
Someone help me I’m so sick of being bullied

Plasters on my face
Scars get deeper everyday
So many plasters
Also cannot hide my face

I remember you told me Jason
Money all give me
If I can’t be the one to pay you Jason
Then you won’t let me live

Now I’m so sick of being bullied
This is killing me so slowly
Don’t pretend that you won’t hit me
That’s the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
Money never seems to last long
Spending that I never planned on
Someone help me I’m so sick of being bullied

I’m being bullied……I’m being bullied……


| wish i was dead @ 4:14 AM|

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