Friday, November 17, 2006

-Friends?-

haven't been blogging for a long time due to various reasons...... no meaning to state these reasons really so i shall not do that...... well...... i remember that i used to have a quite alot of people to talk to on msn in the beginning...... however, whenever i turn on the computer now, the same people are still there...... yet i can't find anything to talk to them about like i could previously...... what has happened? i don't really know...... but i know i may have a part to play for things to turn out this way...... can it be reversible? once again, i have no idea but if it is, it would have to come from some divine intervention...... see no way any human can solve this...... someone asked me what my definition of a good friend is...... my reply was that a good friend is simply one who accepts and appreciates you for what you are because that is how i try to treat my friends...... however, i don't think everyone can do that...... i realised that others may not accept me for what i am...... and i'm gradually getting tired of having to accept others for what they are and not getting the same in return...... is that too much to ask? if only one party puts in the effort to sustain and maintain the friendship, what is the meaning of it? i guess its just time to let go...... to just let it be...... maybe we're not that fated after all......


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