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Saturday, September 16, 2006


-Wearing a face-
everyone's happy...... friends, family, practically everyone...... but i'm obviously am not...... and although i loathe to do it, i have to wear a face that depicts a idiotic look...... smiling happily along with everyone...... the only way not to spoil everyone's mood...... i feel very fake all of a sudden...... but i absolutely hate to spoil everyone's life as well...... if they are happy, that's good...... why should i affect them over my own problems...... but being so fake is disgusting...... i absolutely feel like puking over my own behaviour...... but as always, people do what they do because of the situation that they're in...... nobody should go through with me what i am going through...... why? because everything is my own bloody fault...... letting my emotions rule my mind......



| wish i was dead @ 4:38 AM|

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if you don't already know who i am, that's very good...... don't bother to find out...... cause i fuck up my life and the lives of those who are involved with me...... maybe some who have already experienced it may be regretting it now...... i don't know...... so stay away unless you think I'm worth it...... but i doubt you would...... cause even i don't find it worthy myself......

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