Friday, September 15, 2006
-15-9-06-
i seriously need someone to wallop the hell outta me...... why? because never has anyone been able to do that and i so seriously need lots of physical pain, hoping they can take away the pain in my heart...... though i'm just being plain dumb, i can't help it...... that's just me...... forever troubled by these problems is not something i want...... but i can't bloody help it can i? beauty always kills the beast...... what an irony...... something that few can stop is actually manipulated by emotions and feelings...... the weapon that has invisible damage is the most powerful...... will life and fate actually stop making fun of me? if u don't like me, just get rid of me...... i bloody swear i will do something if u wanna kill me by toying around with me...... what that is i have no idea...... but i will do something...... i will......
| wish i was dead @ 4:52 AM|
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