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Friday, September 15, 2006


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that song was playing on the radio again...... the very song that she loved to sing...... the very song that i had happy times making fun of her singing...... would that all be the same in the future? i hope so...... but i don't know...... the whole day was pretty much spent in subconsciousness...... i had no idea what i was doing the whole day...... my mind was flooded with images of the past...... once again i find myself regretting the things that i've done...... but what for? once again i've done dumb things though i promised myself never to...... what will happen in the future? heaven...... are you done with making sport of men? when will you stop? why does it always have to be me? will things ever be the same again?



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